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It had meant nothing because I had not really taken it in. I now realize that I had been too busy listening more to the inner dialogue that was happening in my own head than to the actual conversation that was taking place in the room. I was focusing more on my own unrealstic expectations than on realstic solutions. The following is kind of a recap of what really happened at the doctor's office. It also includes what was going on in my mind at the time, albeit somewhat exaggerated for dramatic purposes. In other words, to share a bit of the inner dialogue that had initially clouded my perception as to what actually took place.
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